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  “I love my boots.”

  “Hmm.” She handed me the nylons, and I surprised myself by remembering not only how to get into a pair of panty hose, but also how weird they felt against my skin.

  I stuffed my feet in the boots and propped my heels on the edge of the toilet so I could zip the leather to just below my knees.

  “Well?” I turned, arms out.

  “Heels might be prettier,” she said.

  “These have heels-over three inches of heels.”

  “I mean dress heels. Sexy shoes.”

  “These are sexy.”

  “Girl shoes,” Nola said like it was a foreign language. “You have enough money to own a hundred Jimmy Choos if you wanted.”

  “First of all, when did you start paying attention to designer shoes? And second of all, it’s raining out there. And cold. Portland is boot weather. Sexy-boot weather.” I gave her a grin. “How about the dress?”

  Nola nodded. “Gorgeous. Really. Even with the boots. Plus your, um … The marks on your hand and arm make it look like you’re wearing jewelry down your arm.”

  I looked down at both my hands. Sure, my right hand was covered in swirls of metallic colors that wove all the way up my arm, over my shoulder, and licked up to the corner of my eye. But my left hand had only thick black bands at each knuckle, wrist, and elbow from where I had denied magic’s use of me. Those black rings were stark against my white skin. Prison bars against moonlight. That, I realized, was a good deal of why I was feeling so exposed. My hands, my scars, my mistakes-and for the few who might really understand this stuff-my power was showing.

  It made me feel all twitchy and vulnerable.

  “Maybe I should wear a jacket. Real sleeves.”

  Nola stepped into the bathroom and turned me back toward the mirror, standing next to me so we were both in the reflection. Wow. I looked good. The dress clung in all the right places and made my modest curves look much fuller. The skirt hit high enough above the knees that even with those boots taking up all of my calf, it looked like my legs never stopped.

  “You look beautiful,” she said in a deal-with-it tone. “Wear your coat out. But don’t wear it in the restaurant. You’re on a date, not a job, okay?”

  “It is pitiful you think you need to remind me of that,” I said.

  Nola stared at me in the mirror and gently touched one of the fading fingertip burns on my shoulder. “What happened?”

  “It’s a long story.”

  “Does it involve magic?”

  “Everything in my life involves magic right now,” I groused.

  Nola stepped back. “So do something unmagical tonight. I recommend sex.”

  I laughed. “Shocking. Where’s the prim and proper widow from the country?”

  “I never said I was prim or proper.” Nola grinned. “Just because I live in the sticks doesn’t mean I don’t know how to live.”

  The doorbell chimed.

  “Think it’s Zayvion?” she asked.

  “Unless you invited a boyfriend over,” I said.

  “Stop it. I don’t have a boyfriend. Do you want me to get it?”

  I shook my head and tucked my hair behind my left ear again. One last muss with the right side so it better covered the marks along my jaw, and that was as good as I was going to get. Not that hiding the edge of my face would matter much. My hands and arms were covered in marks from magic.

  “The boots?” I asked. “Honestly?”

  “Tough,” Nola said. “Unexpected. Sexy. You.” She smiled. “Call me if you want the apartment to yourself tonight. I can get a hotel room for the night.”

  “Oh, I’ll be home,” I said.

  “I’m not so sure about that. I know you.”

  I made a face at her, but she was right. I hadn’t even been good at dating back in college. One-night stands, yes. Seven-course meals, no.

  “Yeah?” I said. “Well, Zayvion has some idea in his head that I jump into bed too quickly with men and then push them away. Shut up and stop grinning. He wants us to take it slow. To know I really want this, want him.”

  “Gotta love a patient man,” she said. “Rarest of them all. Go. Date.”

  She moved out of the way so I could walk out of the bathroom. It’s amazing how little time it takes to get back into the swing of wearing heels again.

  I strolled to the door and looked out the peephole. Zayvion’s back was to me. He had traded his ratty blue ski coat for a black leather jacket that did worlds of good for showing the width of his shoulders. Well, well.

  I opened the door.

  Zayvion turned.

  We stood there, caught in a breathless moment.

  He looked amazing. Leather jacket, open to reveal a black sweater thin enough it showed the definition of his chest he always hid under sweatshirts. Black slacks. Black shoes. Handsome as hell, with those deep brown eyes, wide lips, and dark, tight-curled hair. He looked a little surprised. Maybe a lot surprised.

  That made two of us.

  “Allie,” he exhaled.

  “Zayvion.” I licked my bottom lip, tasted the unfamiliar gloss-vanilla-and gave him a slow smile. “Don’t you clean up nice? Come on in. I’m almost ready.” I turned away from the hunger in his eyes and walked into the apartment. I had two reasons for turning my back on him. One, I had to stop looking at him before I just grabbed him and dragged him off to bed; I was trying to prove I wasn’t that kind of a girl tonight.

  Two, I wanted to see how the going-away view of my getup worked for him.

  “Nola, you remember Zayvion Jones?” I looked over my shoulder at Zayvion.

  Even though I’d gotten halfway across the room, Mr. Master of Zen had frozen, only one step into the apartment. He wasn’t looking at my apartment. I’d lay money he didn’t even notice Nola standing in the living room, watching us this whole time. His gaze slipped up the back of my boots, thighs, ass, and finally slid along the edge of my breast to my face.

  Sweet loves. If he didn’t stop looking at me like that, I wasn’t going to make it to the door, much less the first course.

  “Hello, Zayvion,” Nola said.

  He looked away, suddenly in motion again as if her voice had freed him. Freed us. I inhaled and realized I had stopped breathing. I had also, unknowingly, taken a step toward him.

  Like metal to a magnet. That man was a force I could not resist.

  “Good evening, Nola,” he said as he shut the door. “I didn’t know you were coming to visit.” But the way he said it, the subtle tightening of his shoulders, the carefully neutral tone, sent warning bells off in my head. He was lying. He knew Nola was going to be here.

  Did he know something about Cody? Something that would help Nola gain custody of him? Or was he spying on Nola? I didn’t like that idea. Zayvion worked for people who gave me nightmares.

  “Well, it wasn’t a planned trip,” she said. “I have some business in town that needs my attention.”

  “It is nice to see you again,” he said.

  Nola raised one eyebrow, obviously not buying it. I wasn’t getting a good read on either of them. Partly because all I could think about was Zayvion’s hands touching me, his body pressing against every inch of me. Partly because I had no idea how much they knew each other since I’d lost those memories. I suddenly felt the desire to keep Nola safe from the kind of people Zayvion associated with.

  People like you

  , a whisper said in the back of my head.

  Oh, just thanks so much for adding a little extra creepy to my night, Dad

  , I thought.

  Now go away.

  I couldn’t be sure that he listened, but I didn’t hear him, didn’t feel him anymore.

  One thing was for sure: I trusted Zayvion-hells, trusted just about anyone in this city-more than I trusted my father.

  Nola told me Zayvion had sat with me out at her farm for two weeks when I was in the coma. They would have had some time to talk then, to get to know each other. She also just said
she liked him.

  Good enough.

  “It’s nice to see you too,” Nola said, and I was pretty sure she meant it.“Allie, before you go, I have something for you.” She knelt beside her suitcase propped next to the couch and unzipped one of the outer pockets. “I was going to give it to you later, but I think it might come in handy tonight.”

  She stood and held something black and knitted in her hands.

  I took the soft and supple hand-knitted lace, held it up, and discovered it wasn’t just lace, it was gloves. Long enough they would rise up to my elbows where they tied off with a delicate black ribbon woven through eyelets.

  “Oh, Nola. You made these, didn’t you?”

  She shrugged. “I had some time on my hands.”

  “They’re beautiful. Thank you.” I pulled them on. They fit perfectly. A lot of skin showed through the lace, but they did a nice job of making both of my arms look like they belonged on the same body. Plus, I thought they might be kind of sexy. I glanced over at Zayvion.

  He had put both his hands in his pockets, same way I did when I was trying to keep my hands off the artwork in a museum. His gaze flowed down my body, then traced back up until his warm brown eyes met mine.

  “Stunning.” Deep and soft, husky with need. A wash of warmth flushed under my skin. I was blushing. Fabo. So much for femme fatale.

  Sweet loves, this was going to be a long night. Maybe Nola should get that hotel room.

  “Thanks.”

  We stood there, looking but not touching, wanting each other but doing nothing about it, until he finally tipped his head down and stared at his shoes. “So, your coat?”

  “Right.” I walked past him, and inhaled the warm pine and sweet spice scent of him-a new cologne? I liked it. He didn’t touch me as I walked by. I kept my back to him until I had my long wool coat securely on and buttoned.

  Then I turned.

  He was looking at me, his shoulders tipped slightly down, body language visibly tense, as if a fire burned beneath his skin.

  I knew the feeling.

  “Ready?” I asked.

  “I am. Are you?” He smiled, just a curve of his lips, and I wanted to kiss him, to open his mouth with my own and taste him.

  I’d show him who was ready.

  “Sure.” It came out a little breathless, and I cleared my throat to get my volume back. “Bye, Nola. See you in a few hours.”

  “Or, you know, call,” she said.

  I gave her a look, then walked past Zayvion and out into the hall. He followed, pausing near enough that even with his hands in his pockets, I could feel the heat of him behind me as I turned to lock the door.

  I took a step backward, hoping to feel the press of his body. Instead, he stepped in time with me, moving backward as if we were dancing, as if he had an instinctive knowledge of my body and his moving as one. As if he remembered very well that we had been lovers, even though I did not.

  I held still, waiting, wishing he would touch me. Instead, he walked around and stood next to me.

  Damn.

  “You are hungry, aren’t you?”

  “Starving,” I said.

  He tipped his head toward the end of the hallway and the stairs that led down. “Good. Let’s not lose our reservation.”

  “Right.” I strolled over to the stairs.

  He walked with me. “If I knew you had that dress in your closet,” he said while looking straight ahead, “I would have taken you out somewhere nice a long time ago.”

  “Really? Before or after the psychopath tried to kill me?”

  “Which psychopath?”

  And seriously, if he had to ask that question-and he did-how crazy had my life been lately?

  “Allie?” Zayvion asked.

  “Minute. I’m thinking.” How many psychopaths had I been dealing with? There was Bonnie, who had tried to shoot me. James, who was in jail now for trying to kill Zayvion, Cody, and me. Then there was the gunman I couldn’t remember who left a bullet scar across my ribs.

  “It wasn’t a serious question,” Zayvion said.

  “I know.”

  And just a couple weeks ago, a whole slew of new psychopaths who also liked mixing a little blood magic in with their gunplay showed up in my life: Lon Trager’s men. And to top it all off, the crazy death-magic doctor, Frank Gordon, had not only tried to kill me, he’d also dug up my dad’s corpse to try to re-kill him.

  “Forget I asked,” Zayvion said.

  “No, that’s okay,” I said. “Let’s just say all of them.”

  “Mmm.” He gestured to the stairs, indicating I walk in front of him. “I would have asked you out somewhere nice before all of the psychopaths. I don’t like fighting on an empty stomach.”

  “That’s so romantic.”

  I started down the stairs, ready to drop the psychopath train of thought, and pretty darned pleased with my continued grace in heels.

  We made it across the lobby to the door. He held the door open for me. As I brushed past him, my leg slid against his. I caught my breath at the thrill of electricity that washed through me. Sweet loves, I wanted him. Even with all the psychopath talk.

  I paused. Thanks to the heels, I was maybe half an inch taller than him. And close.

  So close, all I’d have to do was lean forward to kiss him. Half in, half out of the doorway, his left arm extended to keep the door open, Zayvion would have nowhere to go if I did exactly that. I searched his face, wondering just how that would play out.

  Silent, still, he relaxed backward into the doorframe and smiled softly. Inviting me. No, daring me. He knew exactly what the slightest brush of his body did to me. And he was enjoying every minute of it.

  “Yes?” he murmured.

  Keep smiling, Jones

  , I thought.

  Two can play this game.

  “I think my boot’s stuck,” I said. “Hold on.” I pressed the heel of my palm against his hip bone, for balance I really didn’t need, and bent. I reached across my body, swaying my hip away from him as I lowered my head. My face skimmed just inches above his stomach, belt, and thigh as I bent to inspect my shin.

  I messed with one of the perfectly not-stuck buckles on my boot and noted that Mr. Jones sure was breathing a lot faster than he had been a moment ago. Luckily, my hair swung forward to cover my grin.

  Round one

  , I thought.

  Bring it on, baby.

  I wiped the grin off my face and straightened, my fingers digging into his hip just a little. I let my hand drop, but not before dragging my thumb along the edge of his front pocket. I met his gaze.

  He blinked, once, slowly. Couldn’t seem to get his Zen attitude working. Had to blink again before he managed the calm, unaffected front. I was ridiculously proud of that.

  “Everything check out?” he finally drawled.

  “Looks good so far.” I flashed him a smile and stepped out into the cold, foggy night. “Reservations?”

  “Plenty,” he said behind me. “Oh, were you talking about dinner?”

  “Ha-ha. When do we need to be there?”

  “In about an hour. We have time.”

  “That’s good to hear.”

  The night was cold. I kind of wished it were raining. I could use a little cold-shower action right now. My body, my senses, my nerves were focused on one thing only: Zayvion Jones.

  Well, two things: Zayvion Jones, and keeping my hands off him.

  Okay, three things: Zayvion Jones, keeping my hands off him, and not snapping my ankles in my boots.

  Zayvion strolled up alongside me, and wonders of wonders, I heard the heel of his shoes thunk against the sidewalk, a hollow heartbeat in the fog. I didn’t think I’d ever heard his footsteps before. He was Mr. Zen, Mr. Silent, Mr. Invisible. Which I supposed came in handy for a Closer.

  But I liked the sound, liked experiencing the auditory weight of him beside me.

  “The car’s this way,” he said.

  We crossed the street. Traffi
c hushed and growled through the fog, an ocean of metal and steam and oil, the rasping croon of the city. We walked uphill in silence. Pale yellow and blue streetlights caught moonlike in the fog to diffuse light and deepen shadow. I took some time to breathe in the cold air, think calm thoughts, and rein in my heartbeat.

  The car was parked at the end of the block. Zayvion, always a gentleman, unlocked the door for me while I scanned the shadows for Davy Silvers, or any of the other Hounds who might be following me.

  I didn’t see anyone, hear anyone, smell anyone, and it wasn’t worth the pain of drawing on magic to sense them in any other manner.

  If it were any other day I’d figure I was just upwind and too distracted to spot the Hounds in the night. And that still might be the case. Except every Hound in the city had been at the pub this afternoon to pay their respects to Pike. To say their good-byes. To mourn.

  There hadn’t been a sober body in that room by the time I’d gotten there. And I’d left long before the party ended. I figured there wasn’t a Hound in the city sober enough to walk, much less track magic or follow me.

  Still, something made me pause. A shift in the gray and yellow fog. A man-sized shadow across the street held still for too long. There, in the alley between the single-floor antique and notions shop and the condemned, hollow and broken ten-story apartment building, something waited. Something watched.

  The wind picked up, pulled the scent of the watcher to me. Blackberry, burnt, all the sugars used up so only the bitter, thick tar of it remained, sweetness burned down to ash. And with that, the stink of animal defecation, sweat, and pain.

  The shadow shifted again, and eyes, now low to the ground, flashed ghost green.

  The thing growled, whimpered in pain. A car drove past, blocking my view and covering the sound. Once it had gone by, I heard a sucking-smacking from across the street, like something, or someone, was making messy work of a spaghetti dinner.

  “Allie?”

  I jumped at Zayvion’s soft voice. He was standing in the open door on the driver’s side, leaning one elbow on the roof of the car. Watching me.

  “Sorry,” I said before he asked me what was wrong. “I saw. . something.”

  “Something?”

  At least he didn’t brush me off or say it was just fog. I guess being an assassin makes you pay attention to subtle things.